Tuesday, April 28, 2009


Are they sure? Swine flu???
life sucks...
my mom, grandma, and aunt were ALL in the hospital friday..
and everything is horrible!!!
How did you get it?

Monday, April 27, 2009

ive become hyper sensitive to how ppl r feeling now
i went skinny dipping today in broad daylight and flashed some ppl w/ my friend
i had sex today but it wasnt that good
i was a pirate today anf found treasure~!
beer under a tarp
i have swine flu btw
and im stying home tomorrw and my bf is comming over to play doctor =]

Sunday, April 26, 2009


I don't know what to tell you doll. I would let him know it hurt you when he broke his promise, and let him know that his temper scares you... and put boundaries on... like "if you have another outburst like that, I don't want to be around you"
or "you need to control the temper, because I understand you are mad, but I don't deserve to fear you."

ducky 2

hey doll
i was supposed to go to this wakeskating compitiion yesterday but we never went
my bf bought me a 50$ bikini top and now i have to return it cause it has a hole in it =[
my bf got into a FIGHT infrount of me with his brother when he promised me he wouldnt
so he broke a promise and now he says i PROMISE it wont happen AGIAN but i cant belive him
he has such a violent temper and gets frusterated so easily
though he has never treated me anything buut like a princess
im worried because i want to have children with him but im worried his temper would affect them =[ idk what to do

Thursday, April 23, 2009


all i can say is do what makes you happiest
follow your heart and never look back
tell him how you feel
the fact that hes going with someone else to prom sounds like hes trying to get your atention and make you jelious
tell him <34ever

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


BUT I LOVE HIM... not just puppy love... like... I dream about him, and I think about him non-stop... he never treated me wrong... and should I be mad that he tried dating somebody else when I left? I mean... I pray more than anything for his happiness... He is SO nice... and he complimented me every day, texted me every morning, sent flowers to my classroom, and left breakfast with my 1st period teacher.. and he spent over 600 bucks on me in 4 months... and GOD he was good in bed too... I can't just let him go... I should let him go to prom, because it was before we were together again, and go back... at least I think I should... =(


i wouldnt ever go back to him, let him know what hes missing and go with anouther guy, dont ever let him think he can have u whenever he wants he dosent deserve it, and im thinking of moving out, i might move in with my friends dad once i get a job =]